Reading many texts about people’s priceless experiences makes me think why can’t I do that? Why haven’t I done anything like that? Maybe yet to come. But since we had the same age, same time, even same place we often met that realized me even a person and his friend always together anywhere anytime they could be have a totally very contrast life and fate.

In my theory, the different between one person to another fate is intention, action, and also opportunity. Oh and surely God’s decision too. To chasing dream we have to have that fours. For example, someone gets hungry and he want to have a burger for dinner. That’s intention. If he was too lazy to go to nearest McD or even call for the delivery, his desire wouldn’t be fulfilled. So there’s need an action. Let’s say that his phone was broke or something so he has to walk. If there’s 8.30 pm and the McD will be closed at 9.00 pm, he must hurry so if he walk like he’s the owner of McD so he doesn’t have to be worried, he will lost his opportunity. And when he arrive at McD, the light is off and there’s a note says ‘closed for chrismast night’ (even I’m not sure McD will closed at chrismast day), let’s say that is God’s decision to him to have no burger that night. Or yet.

That’s happened in my life. Okay maybe I have a lot of big dreams but when I tried to reach it, chase it, there’s always a hitch that failed it. Maybe it just makes it difficult but I was too down to try again because once fail I speculated that God was thinking that’s not good for me instead of try harder. Yes that’s a quitely bad thought, I think I just need a motivator or moodbooster. Or maybe counselor.

Or perhaps, that failure is sign that something what we want, not always be something what we need. Like the story of burger man above, it could be when he walked home disappointly he accidentally met his friend who was going to a friend’s house to do some christmas party and ask him to join. Yes, maybe God’s decision isn’t always disappointing at all. All just because we don’t know, what will happen and what will God give us at the end.

So, the point is, when we have dream to have or to do something, be sure we’re not just dreaming it. Because dreaming without realizing is just become an empty hope. And when we failed at something, think positively that we could be did it someday, or we could get something better than it.